is something that I've been too much lately. I may be losing my grip or maybe I just don't care. I am definitely losing something though. Have I learned nothing from this? Of course not. I feel that I have something to gain from every situation and every person I meet. It's just a matter of perception. My new job is great and I couldn't work with better people. 1,2,3, writing really helps to understand yourself. At least for me. Sometimes I don't know, or just don't care how I'm feeling until I start writing. My throat is sore as shit and I just woke up hungover at 11pm. Fuck it and freeze it and jump on a skateboard. I'll wake up tomorrow an